I'd like to start my story by saying that I left my parents' house early and started life alone in a sublet, and that's been many years! Renting an apartment and living on one income were very difficult years. I was tired and trying to find a way out, god I wish I hadn't because my previous situation was even better than the current one, it's true that I lived day by day but I had a life that I don't have now! But when, looking for a way out, one of my acquaintances said that he would help me buy an apartment and I could get rid of the rent and the many moves, because I would have bought it with a loan. it will be fine. It's just that I asked for a loan from acquaintances and friends with a deductible! I naively believed it! Time passed week after week, month after month and nothing! The big truth is that I was a victim of a scam, and I was left with a large debt and a sublease from one salary. Do I have to pay back the loans, they ask me every day and I don't know what to do? How and from what should I pay back, since I can barely make ends meet?! My time is short, my strength is gone, I think about suicide every day, but I want to live even if it's hard! I am not enough to solve this alone, so I turn to you, give me hope back to life, even if every day is a fight to stay alive, but I have to believe that together with you I will get through this and the sun will shine, can't it end here? ! Wasn't that why I was born only to suffer?! I don't have a life, because only stress, restlessness and debt consume all energy, so it's not worth living! Please help me pay off this debt and let me see the sun rise in the morning and set at night! I accept every single cent with a grateful heart and may God bless me for it! If I manage to get over this, I would also like to help my fellow humans in trouble, because I know what it feels like to be in big trouble! Hope dies last and we fight while we live! Thank you for your support!